The Worst Discovery A Human Being Could Make

SuicideI remember that when I saw Wesley’s tomb and I cried, church bells started ringing. I couldn’t cry in funerals or before graves. My heart was frozen. I had no tears.

Wesley was the son of a nurse who was taking care of my father in Brazil. He was 30 years-old and he would get married. His girlfriend was pregnant. He was shot in Santos (a known city, near Sao Paulo) probably by thieves. This was common there.

I went to Brazil from Greece for my father’s funeral. He died a few months after Wesley’s death, in October of 2009.

I remember that after facing the tragic car accident (when I was 15-years-old, in 1976) I laughed when I learned that my friend Marina had died in the crash. I had lost my memory and my intelligence with the accident and I could only remember a few things. I lost my identity.

Later I became very sad when I realized the meaning of Marina’s death, but when my mother told me this fact I laughed without being able to stop for a long time. My satanic personality came to the surface, and this is why I was glad with terror.

After the accident I became another person. My satanic anti-conscience started controlling my mind and my behavior. The anti-conscience is a demon that feels pleasure with terror, death, and destruction.

I understood that I was crazy because I started having the necessity to put various objects in a certain way to protect myself from something bad. I read about the case of a neurotic girl in a magazine and I understood that I became crazy like her, after the car crash. I fought OCD alone by refusing to follow my rituals, since I understood that the idea that these objects could protect me from something bad was absurd.

This was the fist time I fought craziness in my life. Even though I lost my conscience and my intelligence, I managed to be strong and serious, probably because a part of my intelligence was still working.

I had a fracture in my forehead. I lost my memory and my equilibrium. I couldn’t walk downstairs or play the piano for certain period of time.

I believed that I would be disabled forever. I had died too, but my body was still alive.

Before the accident I was a peaceful and calm girl. I was one of the best students in my school and I was very religious. After the accident I became a revolted teen and I was very aggressive. I became an atheist, even though I was studying in a catholic school.

This sudden change in my personality seemed to be caused by the accident, but the truth is that it was caused by my anti-conscience, which generated the accident with its satanic energy and the energy of my friends’ anti-conscience. I was the worst one, but my friends were evil too.

When my husband died (in 1989, when I was 28-years-old and my son was 4-years-old) I was praying all the time. I already had discovered the existence of the anti-conscience. So, no one could notice that I was not crying in his funeral. I had no tears, but I was very sad. I was no more indifferent to death, even though I still was insensitive.

The fact that I fell in love with my husband’s best customer when I was 27-years-old (in January of 1988) was unexpected. It was the result of my psychotherapy through dream interpretation. I managed to feel love because I stopped being neurotic. I belonged to a rational psychological type.

I was surprised, and very afraid of this feeling. I never loved my husband. This marriage was the worst mistake I made in my life.

My love for my son was another miracle. In the beginning (in 1984) I was a cold mother. I simply read everything I could about how to take care of a baby, and I tried to be warm because I could logically understand that a mother had to show affection to her child, but my heart didn’t feel anything. Only later could I really love my son.

I would surely become a schizophrenic murderer like my father. I was so insensitive that I could commit many crimes without remorse.

When I understood this fact thanks to the dialogue I had with God through dream messages and thanks to the codes I found in Chico Xavier’s book, I was very afraid of my cruelty. I started paying attention to all the details that denounced my satanic characteristics.

I verified that I was a cruel demon. This is why God chose me and He prepared me to continue Carl Jung’s research and discover the existence of the satanic anti-conscience in the human brain.

I needed all the help I could have in order to prevent schizophrenia. My extraordinary literary talent was another proof that I needed help in order to have some human sensitivity.

I suffered very much in order to eliminate my satanic anti-conscience and become really human, but I’m glad with God’s treatment. I’m not a murderer. I’m always in the position of a victim.

And thank God, my heart started working again many years ago. I cry a lot, especially when I go to the mass. I’m not a demon anymore, but it was very, very hard for me to get to this point, besides all my suffering during more than two decades.

I doubt that another person would bear half of what I had to bear in order to obey God’s guidance. God made me become a hero and cure many people through dream translation after finding sound mental health. I also had to talk with the members of the clergy about my discoveries, and face many other unpleasant and dangerous experiences.

Everything was very difficult and painful for me, but I deserve my suffering. I could provoke a third world war.

This is why God made me write a book about a philanthropic beggar and a girl who had no teeth. They wanted to put an end to poverty and violence. After making a research without finding solutions, they invented a pacific logic that everyone had to follow in order to change the world, with the help of Freedom and Justice.

The creation of the pacific logic was the suggestion of a flying shark that the beggar and the girl met in their trip.

The shark in dreams represents schizophrenia. Its suggestion seemed to be good, but the creation of this logic based on their suppositions was an absurd idea.

Freedom was a girl who had flowers in her head instead of hair. Justice was a blind and serious woman.

The pacific logic written by them was a series of rules based on my naïve and unrealistic ideas. In the end nobody paid attention to this logic, but the beggar and the girl couldn’t impose their opinion. They were insignificant, and the world works based on greed.

They traveled in the space, visiting the sun, which represented Time in the story. They were trying to find a solution without wasting time.

However, the sun told them that they had to wait until the human race would evolve. Nothing could be better before many transformations, which would take a long period of time to be completed.

The beggar and the girl tried to find a way to avoid waiting so much. So, they visited a star, which represented Love.

However, love couldn’t live with hatred. The star told them that they had to help all human beings eliminate the hatred existent in their hearts. This was the fastest solution to their problem, but the beggar and the girl didn’t know how to achieve this goal.

So, they wrote a book with their experiences, hoping that the new generations would manage to help the world stop being cruel after reading their adventures and their conclusions.

This was how God helped me understand that my ideas were disastrous and they would never help the world find peace and justice. I had to stop wanting to be a dictator.

Why Do We Have Traumatic Experiences In Life?

God chose me and he showed me the truth about the human nature because He was trying to prevent a tragedy, and because I was too strong. I would bear all attacks without falling, and even if I would fall, I would surely stand up again. A terrible demon like me was invincible. Nobody would manage to kill me.

God needed a soldier like me.

He showed me that I had to become a saint and help Him put an end to terrorism, violence, immorality, poverty, and injustice. I had to prove His existence to the atheistic world and convince everyone to precisely obey His guidance in their dreams like I did.

My difficult and painful mission would help me become sensitive and avoid going to hell. I had to suffer while I was alive in order to avoid going to eternal hell after death.

I couldn’t avoid suffering. I had to be transformed into a saint by facing many painful, dangerous, and humiliating situations.

I didn’t doubt that I really was a terrible demon because I saw the horrible characteristics of my personality.

My life biography prepared me to be able to understand that there was a demon in my psyche. The fact that my personality changed so much after the accident didn’t let me doubt that an evil creature that was not me started controlling my behavior.

My evil self was too strong and it managed to easily perforate my conscience.

I complained because I had such life biography, since I had a terrible anti-conscience. I should be protected. Why did God let me face the terrible accident?

The explanations I had helped me understand many things, but they didn’t help me feel better.

I couldn’t be protected. I had to overcome my absurd tendencies by dealing with situations that would make me face them in life.

I would surely become a murderer with the characteristics that marked my personality. So, I had to learn how to be a peaceful human being in every situation. This is why I had to face many traumatic experiences.

The same happens to everyone. When we have too many absurd characteristics in our personality, we have very absurd parents. When we have terrible absurd tendencies, we face terrible experiences in life.

A cruel person like me deserved to have many difficult problems in order to become sensitive. If you have a tragic life biography, your case is similar to mine.

Many people are as insensitive as I used to be when I was young. My case is not rare.

Everyone’s life depends on the characteristics of their personality. Everyone is here in order to stop making the mistakes of their psychological type and become a sensitive human being.

Why Some People Have A Strong Suicidal Tendency

Many people have a suicidal tendency either they know it or not, because they are controlled by their anti-conscience.

I had a hidden suicidal tendency when I became a young adult. I acquired it after the tragic car accident when I was a teen, but it became more visible when I became 23-years-old.

I was not careful. I kept having small accidents and getting lost. I had no sense of space and direction. I could easily get lost in my own neighborhood. This behavior resulted from my anti-conscience’s control.

The existence of the anti-conscience and the fact that this satanic monster can suddenly invade our conscience and start controlling our behavior is more than tragic.

I could discover this truth because I was strong and I managed to bear the unbearable symptoms of craziness without fainting or losing my mind after discovering the existence of the demon. I was praying all the time and I was studying the unknown region of the human psyche through dream translation. I felt that God was with me, and I was not afraid.

The fact that I managed to survive all the attacks of my anti-conscience in the beginning of 1989, like dizziness, blackouts, and hallucinations without becoming crazy is more than a miracle.

I believed that my life would be much better after my heroic victory. I felt like an athlete.

However, this victory was only the beginning of many other battles… God prepared an impossible mission for me. His plan was based on my suffering.

I deserved it, even though I felt that God took advantage of my position. He always was right, and I always was wrong. This was a very difficult position. I don’t know how I could accept it, but I could logically understand that God really always was right, and I always was stupid when I complained.

The battle I had to face was very important for the human race. My opinion was the opinion of an ignorant and absurd creature.

God begged me to help Him put an end to terror. He reminded me the story of the beggar and the poor girl who didn’t have food and wanted to put an end to hunger. My obedience would save humanity from misery.

I had to prove to the world everything I had discovered after continuing Carl Jung’s research, even though I would be attacked by more than too many people. Nobody would accept to be considered to be a demon. Everyone would hate my discoveries and do everything they could to kill me or bother me.

I had to be persistent and trust God’s wisdom.

My discoveries would save many people who commit suicide because they are victims of their satanic anti-conscience.

My work would help the world find sound mental health instead of being permanently tormented by unbearable mental illnesses.

Dreams About A Hidden Suicidal Tendency

The evil characteristics of the anti-conscience are visible in many dreams.

Here is a dream dreamt by a woman who has a severe mental illness. This dream clearly reflects a strong suicidal tendency because the dreamer is controlled by the parts of her personality that belong to her satanic anti-conscience:

CL (action movie star) is with NS (a pretty actress. She has a feminine appearance but has shown a good deal of action scenes in TV series and movies, playing roles of a female detective who was good at sword fighting and an undersea equipment manager who fights a monster). CL is running very fast on the narrow edge which is up in the air. If he steps outside the edge, he will fall to the ground. He continues running. He is running down the hill. NS is making him run (though not seen in the dream) because she wants to kill him. I presume the actor fell and got injured. Strangely enough, it was the actor who fell but it has become the actress that’s been fallen and injured. A man says that this time they have to leave the stomach of the actress open so that she will die by herself if she gets revived after the surgery (because she has kept coming back to life and has been influencing other people negatively). This man is wearing black suit (jacket and pants) with no tie. He is wearing something very very light beige or white under the jacket. He has slightly curly black hair. As I hear him say that, I think that she would not be able to live even if she comes to life again if her chest and stomach get left open with her arteries and vessels severed.

Dream translation:

CL (action movie star) is with NS (a pretty actress. She has a feminine appearance but has shown a good deal of action scenes in TV series and movies, playing roles of a female detective who was good at sword fighting and an undersea equipment manager who fights a monster). CL is running very fast on the narrow edge which is up in the air.

CL represents a mature part of your personality that is false.

The fact that he is running very fast indicates that this part of your personality is running away from your anti-conscience.

The fact that he is running very fast on the narrow edge which is up in the air indicates that this part of your personality can commit suicide.

The mature and false part of your personality is avoiding to be controlled by your anti-conscience, but in a very dangerous way. Instead of managing to get rid of your anti-conscience it will end up committing suicide.

NS represents a superficial part of your personality that is false too, since she is an actress. This part of your personality seems to be feminine, but it is in fact violent.

If he steps outside the edge, he will fall to the ground. He continues running.

If he steps outside the edge he will fall, what means that this part of your personality is in an extremely dangerous position, but it keeps running away from your anti-conscience in a dangerous way.

He is running down the hill. NS is making him run (though not seen in the dream) because she wants to kill him.

He is running down the hill because this part of your personality is going fast to the region of your anti-conscience, even though it is running away from it.

When you go up hill this means that you successfully face a life challenge. When you go down hill this means that you are avoiding a life challenge, and you are thinking based on the absurdity and the evilness of your anti-conscience.

This superficial part of your personality is making the mature and false one run away from the control of your anti-conscience in a dangerous way because it wants to destroy this part of your personality.

I presume the actor fell and got injured.

You believe that the mature and false part of your personality committed suicide and was suffering.

Strangely enough, it was the actor who fell but it has become the actress that’s been fallen and injured.

However, it was the superficial and false part of your personality who committed suicide because it has a self-destructive tendency and a masochist behavior, like many other parts of your personality.

This part of your personality is controlled by your anti-conscience, and this is why it is so absurd.

You are the human being existent in your psyche. Your terrible anti-conscience is a demon that imposes its absurdity to your conscience because it is trying to destroy your conscience. It is gradually ruining your capacity to think logically.

A man says that this time they have to leave the stomach of the actress open

The man represents another mature part of your personality that understands how dangerous the superficial and false part of your personality really is.

The stomach is related to anger.

The fact that this mature part of your personality says that they have to leave the stomach of the actress open indicates that this part of your personality understands that the superficial and false part of your personality is very dangerous because of its anger.

so that she will die by herself if she gets revived after the surgery (because she has kept coming back to life and has been influencing other people negatively).

The surgery in dreams represents an important psychological and spiritual transformation. This means that the mature part of your personality knows that the false and superficial part of your personality manages to control your behavior again even when you pass through a process of transformation. This absurd part of your personality makes you forget the lessons you had in the past.

The mature part of your personality wants to kill the false and absurd part of your personality by eliminating its anger.

The false and superficial part of your personality keeps influencing other parts of your personality and making them have an absurd behavior. It is ruining your personality and your life.

This man is wearing black suit (jacket and pants) with no tie. He is wearing something very very light beige or white under the jacket.

Clothes in dreams represent our social image.

The black color represents the acceptance of what is bad.

Therefore, the social image of this mature part of your personality reflects the acceptance of what is bad. This part of your personality accepts what is bad without criticizing your decisions.

The suit represents a serious social image.

The fact that he was wearing a black suit without a tie indicates that this part of your personality was not as serious as it seemed to be.

The beige color represents goodness, and the white color represents wisdom and purity. However, colors in dreams reflect the appearance of something. This appearance can be false.

Therefore, the social image of this mature part of your personality was reflecting goodness and wisdom, even though this part of your personality was cruel.

He has slightly curly black hair.

The slightly curly hair indicates that this part of your personality has confusing ideas and the black color indicates that its ideas are based on the acceptance of what is bad.

As I hear him say that, I think that she would not be able to live even if she comes to life again if her chest and stomach get left open with her arteries and vessels severed.

The mature part of your personality believes it will get rid of the negative and dangerous part of your personality if her chest, which represents affection and protection, and her stomach, which represents anger, will be completely exposed.

The arteries and vessels severed represent craziness.

Therefore, the mature part of your personality has the intention to eliminate the superficial one in an absurd way.

This dream is a serious warning. You have to stop being false and pay attention to what you are doing in life.

There are many absurd parts of your personality that can lead you to suicide. You have to precisely obey the divine guidance in your dreams to avoid this tragic end.

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This dreamer is permanently controlled by her anti-conscience. She has serious mental health problems.

I cannot show you her life biography and the issues she is facing in her daily life, but I can tell you that she has the tendency to do absurd things and get involved in terrible situations. She can become a murderer, and then commit suicide.

All her dreams are nightmares. They reflect this dangerous tendency in many different ways. However, this dreamer is totally inconsequential. This is why she keeps having dreams with the same warnings.

She cannot understand that her satanic anti-conscience is controlling her mind and her behavior, and she doesn’t fight the absurdity imposed by the demon. She does dangerous things that are destroying her personality and her life. Her dreams are trying to open her eyes.

Many people have a strong suicidal tendency because they make similar mistakes, even if they are not as absurd as this dreamer. All suicidal tendencies are generated by the anti-conscience.

Everyone has the same monster in their brain. Even people who seem to be reasonable can be controlled by their anti-conscience and kill others or commit suicide (or both). Everyone’s anti-conscience is a demon that gives them a different personality.

A Terrible Truth And A Miraculous Solution

God chose me to make the worst discovery a human being could make because I could bear discovering it.

He made me discover the existence of the anti-conscience to protect you, who didn’t have the life experiences, the resistance, and the knowledge I had.

You have the privilege to discover everything I could learn because God’s preparation was perfect. My victory is His victory. I was merely obeying His orders.

The existence of the anti-conscience is a tragedy, but the existence of God is a blessing. The fact that God is everyone’s doctor and that the dream messages work like psychotherapy is a miraculous solution that can put an end to this tragedy.

The new generations will surely obey the divine guidance in their dreams like me because the truth will become known, and everyone wants to find salvation. Nobody wants to be the victim of a self-destructive demon.

Christina Sponias continued Carl Jung’s research into the human psyche, discovering the cure for all mental illnesses, and simplifying the scientific method of dream interpretation that teaches you how to accurately translate the meaning of your dreams, so that you can find health, wisdom and happiness.

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